YWednesday, April 26, 2006
i have an announcement to make!
i lost my FREAKIN HANDPHONE AGAIN!
and sooo...im terribly sorry for the inconvenience caused 4 trying to reach me...
i'll try gettin a hp ASAP. i duno how...but yeah..i'll try! heh.
the first of day sch was fine...but it all sucked come today cuz i really hate the service skills lecturer who's so damn irresponsible! she made us wait for her for 30mins n wen we found her in the tutorial rm she "innocently" said that she made the announcement yday that LECTURE WAS CANCELLED! WTH. i woke up @ 6a.m. for nothing! guess she's just trying to point out tt the WHOLE lecture group is handicap.bleahhhh....
then..adding salt to the friggin wound..
there was the damn fire drill. twas so humid but im not complaining...im just gona complain abt my wasted trip to SENTOSA!!
because aft the fire drill the classes will only resume at 11am.
in which, referring to my timetable...is the END of my last lecture.ARGH.
and then.....went to TP to meet Mdm Aishah to discuss abt the Board of Governors lecture. BUT she was late, and i had to leave cuz i wasn't feeling well..SO that makes another wasted trip. i spent BUSTING 6BUCKS on transport fare today! for absolutely nothing. BOLLOCKS!
to sum it all off....i reached home to find my HP missing.and the hp is in the pouch and in the pouch together wit the HP..was my TAS ADMISSION PASS.
idiotic.now i have to pay for entrance!
its just EXTREMELY idiotic that i just cant be bothered to fret over it anymore.HEH.
BUT HOWEVER the bust on it was tt before this dreadful day..
there was this dreadful realisation that i was just another person in his life..
HE who's as uncertain as always about the role i was supposed to take in his life. and came up wit me being a special friend.
so he's the one wit "the special friend" wit another "special person" that he "DUNNO" who she is to him..
NOT knowing that i found out that he called her his GF..
lemme quote briefly on tis...
"went to buy a watch wit GF yday and goin to the doc today then to GF's crib"
there you goo...now u noe how i noe and wat i read.
not gona let myself jump into this dunk.had enough.
dun worry..we are cool. im just hurt
and this is nothing new...im numbed by it already.
i just wonder y do u ppl always do tis?? is it really so hard to just be honest? does it hurt any more than this? any more than hurting me having to find tis out? from you after all tat's happened??
BLEEARRRHHHHHHHHH
THANKFULLY the musical RENT made my night..
read this lyric from one of their songs...
"there's only us..there's only this.forget regret or life is yours to miss.no other road..no other way..no day but today"
this keeps me goin..cuz its true..dun u think??
keep it with you...
cuz there's only this and the people who loves u for who u are..do not regret. cuz if u do..u're bound to miss this ONE life.treasure it. embrace it. cuz there's no day but today.
*smiles*
_callous_ was here with you at
